I hate relationships...

I hate relationships, and instant messaging as a form of communication really doesn't help. You can't tell what someone is saying, or how they are saying it. It basically can skew how you view of any word however you take it. As in, if you're pissed off and someone is joking with you, or trying to sday something, you couls percieve in a different light, then you get into a fight. It's just one big mess.

Well, about the relationship part; I basically told someone that I want to date (not so bluntly) and he said "I won't hold it against you." ... What? See I don't understand that. Is it saying "I don't like you, but I won't hold it against you for liking me?" I would ask him, but I'm too embarrassed. All this time I am afraid of rejection, and I think I just got rejected. He is pretty much one of a kind too (don't read that as a black woman saying it [please]).



So yeah, I really need to resolve this.