Contradiction in terms.

Now, now, hold your tongues (as you always do so well) when I say something clearly objectionable and totally contradictory: I am a Jew when it comes to Christmas. That could mean many things based on perspective. As in, it could mean that I am actually a Jew and I could care less about this Christian holiday, or that I, being 16, still get in a huffy about Christmas and become extremely gitty at the thought of getting that one (or few) thing that I wanted on the morning of the 25th of December. Obviously, the latter. You see, I am like this with my Birthday also. I want to pick the perfect thing for my Mother to get me on these two special occasions (can't wait 'till graduation!). Now, right at this moment, two things are being realistically considered (after I am done thinking of all the things that I would fancy having, but I know I would never get for Christmas) are the oh-so elusive iPod (buzzin' it up!) and the"oh man I have no idea how it will turn out" items such as the risky Wii. If I had it my way, I would screw both and get a laptop, but things just don't work that way. Anyway, I'm at a fork in the road and don't know which direction to take. I ain't asking for guidance, but just putting down on paper my problem (as I would with a real-world journal).

I would rather have something so wonderfully equipped that it would kick both items down the drain, but I don't think I will find that item. So, oh well.

And this is not a Christmas post, it's jsut loosely associated with Christmas. This post's true purpose is to outline my indecisivness. I will have a real Christmas post on the day of Christmas.