I hate relationships...

I hate relationships, and instant messaging as a form of communication really doesn't help. You can't tell what someone is saying, or how they are saying it. It basically can skew how you view of any word however you take it. As in, if you're pissed off and someone is joking with you, or trying to sday something, you couls percieve in a different light, then you get into a fight. It's just one big mess.

Well, about the relationship part; I basically told someone that I want to date (not so bluntly) and he said "I won't hold it against you." ... What? See I don't understand that. Is it saying "I don't like you, but I won't hold it against you for liking me?" I would ask him, but I'm too embarrassed. All this time I am afraid of rejection, and I think I just got rejected. He is pretty much one of a kind too (don't read that as a black woman saying it [please]).



So yeah, I really need to resolve this.

I hate politics...

But I just can't stop participating. Slap any name on it you want; civil duty, democratic right, a privilege, I don't care. The point is, I do it because I care about who runs my country, or in this case, runs my community. Because I live here, and if I participate I can complain if they mess up something. And that's the beauty of voting.

Of course... I can't vote. I'm not old enough, but I can still participate. I did! Just by caring I did.
Anywho, I ran around town today with my Papo. He's a cool dude, can't hear well, but still cool. In the first leg of our trip I went with my dad to go vote at a Baptists church. This would be my first time going anywhere remotely near a voting booth. Of course there were people outside telling us to vote yes on question 1. My dad scolded them on the mudslinging this time, and they talked in that annoying salesmen type speak. The kind where they act like your friend, even though you are totally against them. Of course after my dad was done, I said out of earshot of my dad to them "I hate politicians," and walked off. I only said that because they pissed me off at that moment. I don't really hate all politicians, just most.

That's all I'm going to talk about right now, because I want to go play a game.

Catching up.

Having fun with my computer has made me neglect my blog!


There's really not much going on. I guess I suddenly have the urge to play the guitar. I don't even know how! But I think I will be really idealistic and see if i can!

Yatta!

I use Yatta! because something wonderful has happened. I have gotten a new computer. The sound system is enough to make me spray my pants. To happy to type.

Woah.

I just got insrtructions to make my internets faster by Benn Jordon (of all people; hence said woah). I'm not in any way saying I previously thought he was stupid, just that I know him as one of my favorite electronic artists, not my IT guy. Long story short, it works! Though, I think I've heard it before.


So, what do you invisible people of the internet want to hear about my life? Oh! I got invited to a Halloween party! Go me! The kid's a year younger than me, but what the hell, he's pretty cool. I have to dress up, and I think I'm going to go in my cosplay stuff (which I forgot to mention is without gloves. They were such a hassle to be made I think I'm going to forget them altogether). What else internet?

I don't think there's much else to talk about... I should probably turn the comment option off, because like a lightbulb that doesn't need to be there, it's being wasted.

Gah. (remix)

So I got the last issues of Gravitation (:D) but I'm not in the mood for reading. I'm too embarrassed with these things. I refused to pull them out at school, like at all. Anyway, I took my PSAT. UGH. The Math part kicked my ass, two times! I think I did ok on my reading, but Math was so bad. Man these blog posts are getting worse and worse quality wise. Oh well.


Uh, let's see. What else? Nothing... man my life it boring.

Scary Movie 4 and Saw II

I saw both, and I have a few words on them.


Saw II: AMAZING. I am always caught off-guard by these movies. They manage to have gore and still be a fun experience. And I'm one of those people who try to guess what's going to happen every three seconds, and I was like PUMPING my friend Zac for information, but he wouldn't tell me and it pissed me off. So, in the end, well I was like "Wtf...". I really like where they went with it though. I like that girl a lot, and I think it's badass how she's the new killer. She's just badass like that. (really bad review.)

Scary Movie 4: As with all of the Scary Movies I laughed a lot. I also noticed a lot of Airplane-esque humor, which is the kind of humor I love. The crapping scene from The Village part, well, just goes to show how immature I am. I laughed for like five minutes. I am still laughing about it.

All in all both movies were enjoyable. Thankyou directors of the world!

NEKOCON

Yay, Nejocon is arriving for the 9th year now~! This was my first convention, so I hold it in a dear place in my heart. It may be smaller than Otacon, or Katsucon, but it sure packs a punch (and it's getting bigger every year!)

After Nekocon of course, there comes Katsucon, which I will be going to (hopefully) in Febuary. It's all the way in D.C., so I hope my bros up for driving!

GAAAAHHHH

I NEEED MORE GRAVITATION. I didn't go to school today, and I forgot I was getting 7 of the last Gravitation mangas. I read the five that my friend gave to me on Saturday, and forgot all about it.

And now I'm all depressed. :(